I constantly think about the
future. The tomorrow is haunting my dreams and gulping my life .
I
feel a deep melancholy and for some reason angry.
I
have always wanted to be treated , not differently but just right. I counted on
some people to beautify my existence but I ended up disappointing myself. Till
far,only few worth my trust. However, I cannot deny how scary it is for me: The
single thought of being left or forgotten. It scares me because I give too much
to not say everything.
I
would like to keep faith in people, to believe that they are not all alike.
Otherwise, it would break my heart into pieces reflecting my despair and fear.
There
is indeed a black hole inside of me. A kind of unbearable emptiness is eating
me; but my within is silent.
Yes
even with these couple of lines, it is still silent. My screams are quiet .
I
miss the feeling of belonging ;but I tracked down truth and now I just want to
stick to the never ending happiness: The Love Of Almighty God .
